Tears.

Somebody just doesn't know the correct method to talk huh?to talk in the appropriate way and not to make people sad or mad..well until now then i know i'm so weak,very weak that a sentence or some sentences could make me broke into tears.. urm, if you want to know what topic its about,its about the test i failed...keep meeting people recently and answering for this question''how's your result?''..okay...i Failed.of course i wouldn't drop my tears for this question..its my mum..i thought she was glad that i'm going for nursing,but she keep nagging at me today..keep comparing me with the others..''why don't you pass all your subject?like others?''..ouch it hurts. As if i wanted to fail? I'm real sad about this..i thought i could stop thinking about this failure and go on..i can't! I saw people posted that they have filled the choices to go university,i don't even have the chance to fill it and get selected!I saw people busy discussing what to choose when they want to go university,i have no reason to join the conversation,its not my business either..coz i'm going for nursing...at a private college..i know i'm being pessimistic..so what?for me, its kinda hard to tell somebody ''so,what are you choosing for your university?owh that's great,congrats!''..sorry but i cant,it makes me feel worst...thinking what a loser i am.

no offense..juz releasing my sadness,don't mind this crap.

scribble again~

its a boring Saturday today~wee2 is not going anywhere instead staying at home, online-ing, msn, facebook~oh ya,reading twilight-breaking dawn^^(borrowed from Yvonne)

went to register for my nursing course with Yvonne yesterday,my intake would be on the 7th of March,would it be too fast?will i regret?i have totally no idea if i really can manage to study this course..kinda scared..is this feeling normal?this time,i'm going to a new environment with nothing familiar,not even a friend(Yvonne went posting and will not be around...but i hope can make a new friend soon)...its time to be independent~need to go for a body check too,well I've not been for a body check since primary school time when i am real sick...hope the result for this check will be fine..(scared that there will be problem found on my nose or my head= =no joke!)(touch wood)

erm...well...to anyone who read this post..there is a new chatbox on your rightside..(with a moving pink ribbon)..i've created this so that people can say something about my blog or at least talk to me :p ...but it seems to have me writing there only~(talking to myself?)you are welcomed to write things in it so that i know someone is reading what i'm writing( as an encouragement) ^^ urm..anyone can write there,not only those who have a blogger account~ try it^^

your time spent on this little blog is most appreciated :)

A new start.

well,it has been a long time since i updated my blog..erm,bad news~i failed. Very Kinda sad for that few days...have no face to meet other people,yeah i lose...i'm a loser = = don't try to comfort me coz it feels bad,it would be nice if you just talk normally to me..no pity!..
erm,since i failed,so there is no meaning/chances waiting for local university..so i've decided to go for nursing course,since i like these''wound things''..and my parent encourages me to study that too (many working chances)..even though its a diploma,as long as i can earn money,it is ok!think money!hahaha...
pretty nurse is comin~(ignore this sentence)..teehee...

to wee2: you might lose now,but you will not lose forever!!!gambateh!!(semangat chin :p)

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it's Valentine's day today~ 

erm, i would like to wish all my friends a happy v❤lentine's day ..and to the singles! together we wait for next year's valentine~ hope all of you will not be single again next year :p 

情人节快乐..

祝你幸福 C:

 

13/02/11 --> outings!

enjoyed my day yesterday^^it was kinda tiring because it was a hot day...end up making me sneezing whole day today..(maybe someone missed me?? XDDD)~
let me tell you our little trip with dapaos(if it was counted as 1)^^
okay,first stop we went to the coffee shop where kw WAS working..it was his last day working there,so he treated us drinks^^ only. :pp chit chat-ing at there for some time,then we went to onejaya...shopping!kinda agree what alek say when he said you cant find so many good friends like us that can follow you girls shop... :)) while shopping, et and i bought ourself a ring^^ since it was not really expensive and it BLINGSS (i just love bling bling accessories~ :p),we saw norman working there and he went liak zhua at girl's shop... hahahaha..then alek went cutting his hair at ray's~we went to a church after that which i forgot the name...the last place we go was a  big garden which i have not been there since...kindi? :p
some photos^^

somewhere beside the church~

friends^^

some dapaosss :p

me and the red bridge~

girlz^^ on the bridge~

when it was about two,our dapao bamboo driver,ck,drove me to my cousins place~another party!
it was a party organized by the Trinity church members for this chinese new year~ played some game, we were asked to eat 2 orange with chili sauce in 30 second! it was kinda lucky coz one of the member volunteered to drink the chili sauce~yucks :x
after this game ended,we sang some cny songs and do some sharing...
then come the really funny game...make a lion head out of boxes!

our group member with the paper lion head~

kinda messy(back view) whose leg is that??XD

four box lion head made from boxes~my group get the first! the box with a tongue and furry furry head :p

finally we have our tip-bits and went home^^ 
that all for my 1302 this year^^

♥ new blog theme!!^^

hehehe...look here look here!! blogger has such an easy template designer but we never know it!look at my pretty blog~*dreaming* hahahaha...spent hours on these...but mostly the time was used on finding back my effect! never know that after changing template then the effect will gone automatically~ thanks to Mozilla Firefox bookmarks!i found these things back^^

next,V♥lentine is coming real soon~♥ this monday? hahaha...and again,a single valentine~erm...never celebrated one too! hahaha...next year?hope so :p (repeated every last year.. XDDD) every valentine we will see teddy bears and flowersss arranged at the roadside waiting people to buy it,oh gosh i want that bear!!!ahahaha..(told that to my papa last year,he answered-->mai siao!(means don't be crazy)hahaha..but the prize is so ''cheap'',a stalk of flower cost rm10(info from Norman)..a stalk means 1 right?(start to pity the boys~)so...to my future boyfriend! just buy a teddy bear for me will do..hahahahaha...jk...but i want(mumbling).... :pppp

after valentine..something scary is coming~i just saw the post the day before yesterday~ STPM result for 2010 is coming this 21st of Feb!!!!!horrible isn't it?i am afraid that i will get heart attack~can i please don't go??oh my gosh...i know i wont get a good result for this but i still cant accept it...omg omg...for f6 student who had just started,if you think you cant manage to study all this,quit f6~ i meant it...(no offense) if not you will end up like me! a serious advice especially for the science stream student..^^

its 13feb tomorrow~ guess what day is this?
valentine eve?nop~






~yadnuS a s'ti

♥ synopsis of cny ♥

A very good afternoon to everyone,today i'm going to present you my cny synopsis,lol...(even though cny has not finish~)

chinese new year eve:

erm,had a simple 'reunion' at home~with father,mother and my brother~the only different of this 'reunion' dinner with other day is that we had more dishes than ordinary time...hahaha..and of course we cant finish it :p ,then wee2 continued to countdown with  the dapaos at msn...by the time 12am,all the Chinese put firecrackers and fireworks! it was beautiful!! however,after 15 minutes,it rained~ and so wee2 went to sleep!

1st day of Chinese new year:

woke up early in the morning!going back to Sebuyau~(my dad's hometown),i had always enjoyed going back there,it was kinda adventurous ^^let me show you a little pichas~

 

early in the morning~long way to go~taken inside the car^^

trees

waiting for the ferry to come~long queue ~

in the ferry :p

all the car were arranged in the ferry~ticket=rm1 per car~

look at the tyres hanging on the pole~to avoid the ferry from crashing to the pole~make the *parking* easier~

thats the pole~there is 4 of this...= a ferry parking lot :p

the view when u looked down the ferry,my dad actually scolded me when i took this photo~''nobody is going to save your phone if it fall into the water!!'' hahax

 

yup,back to the road~

saw lots of this on the way back..its the place to rear swallows~for the bird nest of course~you can be rich! if it success~

after sitting for about two and half hour in the car(getting car sick),we arrived..saw all my aunts,uncles,cousins~and my beloved ama (grandma) ^^ then we chit chat (talking about studies = =),take red packet^^the best part is the reunion lunch~ wahahaha...my favorite shark fin~woohooo...forgot to take family photos~ then we stayed for few more hour and went home~2 more hour of car sick...

2nd day of chinese new year:

stay at home...hahaha...do nothing....and get disappointed because of sth~

3rd day of chinese new year:

went for a gals date with yvonne^^ spent hours at the spring~we watch a cartoon movie called yogi bear and took photos~^^ the date went smoothly ♥

funny movie^^

girls

♥

bought this as our date souvenir??XDDDD

4th day of chinese new year: 

visiting day with the dapaos^^ visited 12 house for 13 hours!!we went to dapaos members house and some other friends houses~ finally get the chance to hear diana playing piano~♥ nice nice!!!!she played inuyasha theme song...argh...it will be romantic if the people who played is a boy :p wee2 wore the skirt that day...many sia soi things happened...so embarrassed~
shy shy~ btw,all the dapaos look handsome and pretty that day^^ cheers!!hahahah...*regret that wee2 didnt took any photos that day* why why why.... 
ps=kektiok that i'm a little gram heavier than alek....= = why???

5th day of chinese new year: 

movie day with dapaos~spring's MBO seat is full so we went to star cineplex~ we watched I ♥ Hong Kong...a cny comedy,hahahaha...nice^^

after mv,as usual~went 101 limteh and dapao...home after 12 am :p

end of the post,thanks for viewing^^