Tears.

Somebody just doesn't know the correct method to talk huh?to talk in the appropriate way and not to make people sad or mad..well until now then i know i'm so weak,very weak that a sentence or some sentences could make me broke into tears.. urm, if you want to know what topic its about,its about the test i failed...keep meeting people recently and answering for this question''how's your result?''..okay...i Failed.of course i wouldn't drop my tears for this question..its my mum..i thought she was glad that i'm going for nursing,but she keep nagging at me today..keep comparing me with the others..''why don't you pass all your subject?like others?''..ouch it hurts. As if i wanted to fail? I'm real sad about this..i thought i could stop thinking about this failure and go on..i can't! I saw people posted that they have filled the choices to go university,i don't even have the chance to fill it and get selected!I saw people busy discussing what to choose when they want to go university,i have no reason to join the conversation,its not my business either..coz i'm going for nursing...at a private college..i know i'm being pessimistic..so what?for me, its kinda hard to tell somebody ''so,what are you choosing for your university?owh that's great,congrats!''..sorry but i cant,it makes me feel worst...thinking what a loser i am.

no offense..juz releasing my sadness,don't mind this crap.