Greetings readers~

Helllllllllooooo people in bloggerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... anyone out there? yes?no? I'm back!!
my last post was on 2012! whoa I skipped the whole 2013,haha!
it was fun to read back what I've posted here,so cute me,lol. and so banyak macam -.-''
so a good news is that,I'm continuing this blog! more macam to come!
edited the blog to floral theme,i loved it,hope you like it too <3 leave a comment at the side there ok?
that's all,adiós!

那些年之-日记本

今天心血来潮跑去翻我的旧东西。。无意中翻出了中学时期的日记本。是07年写的，完全忘了自己曾经拥有过这日记本，日记本很可爱，还锁着的呢。。钥匙当然早就不见了。我一时好奇心作祟，为了想要知道里面的内容所以干脆把锁弄坏了，呵呵

里面的内容很好笑，看了觉得当年的自己好可爱～单纯的小孩（呕）写的都是以前暗恋的一个人，写着如何如何认识了，信息，连有没有跟他说话也好像对当年的自己好重要，花痴一个。 当然，后来喜欢的人真的喜欢上自己了，在一起，分开，复合。。然后到一段时间就没再继续写了。

最后我又加了篇日志，再把它藏起来，来总结我那难忘的那些年 :) 

按按旁边的广告呗～

something i've done.

have started my posting again this week,starting my cpII, mostly helping patients with a lot of wound,will never forget my first experience cleaning one,so so so different from what I've done in red crescent duty in secondary school before.its a gangrene on a diabetic patient's toe, and i actually have to wash my hand for 5 times throughout the procedure(so that the wound will not be contaminated)!Even though i wore a mask during the procedure, i still can imagine how gangrene smells like now,lol..i really learned a lot these two days.Besides that i had also tried in inserting fleet enema to patient!hihi..never know this method is so effective until i saw the feces came out almost immediately! wow

erm..slowly getting used to the hospital setting,starting to make myself enjoying this field,when i have nothing to do,i'll go and talk to the patients or just simply explore the ward. When talking to patients,its like making new friends and i'll have my spare time filled with talking, i even get to go out to the hospimart to help my patient to buy his biscuit,its like taking a mini break for shopping,hehe. Other than that i enjoyed watching people, 'watching'Doctors too,tons of cutie in the ward(aiks). So i don't feel boring at all for these few days,it a bit... fun. Not feeling tired anymore,no backache or what, i think i'm used to the condition now,nice right?   :)

今年的目标2012.

放假的第一天，就没事做了咯>< 跑去stalk别人的部落格，应该不算stalk吧，都没放privacy所以就继续看咯哦～呵呵 --方法是这样，看别人的follower，再看follower的follower。。等等等，会发现到不错的部落格喔，还有机会看到朋友的部落格喔，哈哈哈哈<<坏人

也来看我的呗

‘途中’看到一个蛮不错的部落格，里面写着今年的目标，然后想到自己今年还没定下几个，也想来写写看咯～去年的目标只完成了一个，就是给自己买个数码相机！我买了，还是粉红色的哟～嘻嘻 然后还没完成的就今年继续加油吧！

去年的

1.进大学- -进不了，去私人学院去了，人生中的一个遗憾，不过也给了自己一个教诲。

2.减肥- - 不知怎么搞的，越减越肥，所以今天就把手机wallpaper换成自己肥肥的照片，提醒自己

3.手提电脑- -去年努力读书拿了奖学金，可以买了，不过钱还没出啊，等着吧，我要买粉红色的！

4.数码相机- -达成！

5.DSLR- -贵啊，努力吧～

6.找个男朋友- -嗯， 就到现在还单身，哈哈。。今年就不用这个吧，顺其自然 :P

2012

7.新电话- -最近发现电话老了，从我FORM3用到现在的喔！它最近一直死火，别人打来的话都不显示名字只给我号码猜。。伤脑筋。。看到弟弟电话一直换,越换screen越大咯，看了也想要，呵呵

8.再拿个奖学金- - 去年很幸运的拿到了一个，足以让我买个手提电脑，今年再来一个吧，这样的话我的DSLR就不远啦！所以要努力！CHIONG ARR

9.学车- - 几岁了还不会驾车？原因很简单，我是一个超级路痴～也有点懒惰啦，又要存钱来学波，唉。

10.赢进大学的- - 既然进不了大学，就不要输太多啦，努力读书，pointer拿高高！

11.变漂亮- - 说是要变漂亮，可是不懂怎样才算漂亮，又人高马大的，我想减肥后会变漂亮吧？^^

十一个够了咯，第十二个就放心里<《什么歪理，哈哈哈

这张图片很有意思，没有人是没用的，其实从我们还没出生就赢了一大堆伟大的人咯！你们说是吗？

最后想说的是，写了这么多，到底有没有人看的啊？
留留言呗
也可以在旁边的POLL投票喔！

就这样咯，掰^_^

i m back!

好久没来分享分享了，呵呵。。final上上上个星期就考完了，考得不是很有信心～ 然后放了一个星期的假，也没想到要来更新～（因为LAG到。。）
放假就在家咯～一个星期都在看小说（一天有看完一本吧）～都快变成宅女了～之前看的‘小说网’把言情小说都删了，气死我！然后再搜了好久才找到这个～http://www.xiaoshuoku.com.cn/
整个星期都呆在这里了，穿越时空的题材都看多了，都认识那些康熙，雍正，什么阿哥之类的了 ～都很不错！

No mood nya..

1. having flu now
2. keep sneezing
3. mucus flowing
4. feeling dizzy
5. sleepy too
6. then lazy
7. yeah final on Monday(9am)
8. oh gosh
9. Annyeong Hasseyo 

cutey Lee Min Ho,love him!

blank me.

hi..my brain memory had stop functioning at the moment,totally can't remember what had i revised in the past hour,i feel blank. o.o 'blank'
so i come to scribble instead~ had done kns on one of school quiz today, 16/30 for male reproductive system..
''male is definitely a complex animal''(wee,2011)
i get better for female system though, 33/35..coz know it for almost 20 years?haha...
btw,2mr is my midterm~~~~and now i'm still blank! omg omg omg...........
liao....

a photo for motivation~ yoshiiiiiiiiiii,he is so cute <3

wish me luck!

JULY starts

HI~ had abandoned my blog for some days...don't really have the mood to share things here..
Semester 2 had started,actually it should be our clinical posting time but since we have not really learn any procedure,so semester 2 'ditarikkan' earlier to this few weeks..adding two more subject that is bs2 and hs2..kinda disappointed for hs2 lecturer's teaching method,because i didn't really understand much about hs2 even though i'm being super duper concentrating to the lecture,miss hs1 lecturer..have to work harder myself then,starting to worry about my final exam..having 5 subject in this final exam...sem1 and sem2 together..@@'' sigh..getting lazier too,i'm actually having honeymoon month in this sem2,dating with korean series~ on9..0n9...and oN9..
>>>>>>>>>>>another case..
went to the spring that day,planned to get our salary from the agent. But the agent put us airplane~had my first experience waiting for a people until 12a.m in a cinema! me and neo..sitting at the couch there wait for nth~ really paiseh to my friends,damn angry to that agent! tons of excuse!!! grr...have to find  new part time le...

23/6 Kobi's bday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOBI!

So,dapaoss went kado to celebrate cck's bday,it had been a long time since we go limteh :) miss it! We chat about our studies,works...quite a lot of funny things happened too,and we go home so early.......sigh.... no more midnight tea tradition again..well, must get used to it,coz in a month, we might no able to see each other again.. :)

July is coming soon , at that time everyone will fly their own path..

some go for university,some college~

hrm.. 

should not emo now *slap slap*

However,good luck av1!!lets dream high!!

girls :D

other 2 girls :D blurry pic ><

 bla bla..btw i seriously thinks that Kado need to install air conditional,jia jia hot...

BLA

panic speech.

yo,there will be a flight attendants walk-in interview held by MAS airline next week,and i think i'm going to attend it. BIG STRESS! after reading all the qualification such as height,academic result and more blah blah,i personally think that i passed all of it except for having a good eyesight.. so i'm gonna buy myself a pair of contact lenses($$)(had planned to try lenses years ago but had not done it till now,haha!) so qualification part, partially done.
Next,dress code,we have to wear office attire or ''kebaya''( preferable for female candidates)~well i did not have any of it,so i have to buy one too($$ again),then high heels for ladies~ I'm a lady,but for a tall lady ,i do not wear high heels~so,$$ gone! oh well,sacrifice a bit lor x(

What to bring that day?academic certification,photo,blah blah~ and a resume! i've not written any resume before,so i got a little bit stressed and panicked about how how blah blah~ i spit all my 'very loso' speech to my friends through msn,sorry for the loso ness...coz i really panicked ~~then one says,
'do you want to be an air stewardess?'
'want'
'then do it.'
okay lor,so i have one week to squeeze something out from my head for the resume..
another says,
'fail then fail,don't regret..'
(tq oli n alek n ck) ^^
yeah...so i'm not going to force myself to succeed in this interview,by the way, it is my first too! so..good luck to me..( still panic ) *slapx3*
gambateh  to wee2!!

1st waitress experience.

hi there,it has been a long time since i've written anything here( just a few days)..kinda busy for the election(jk jk)..haha..
i had my first experience as a waitress last Friday! I worked as part time waitress for the One M'sia dinner for the tauke tauke and their tauke neo and also tauke kia and tauke gong tauke ma,hehehe..there were about 250 tables there! Imagine how big is the money event..The food seems nice,it takes a strong self control for food lover like me to serve those tauke tauke their food before i eat it,haha!
Being a waitress is not easy! especially when the salary per night can be counted with my fingers + toes only..(i've spent all of it in the next day for my friend's birthday celebration =.=)
When we arrived,we have to fill the jugs with ice...then fill the chili,vinegar and soy sauce.Then we have to be fast to pick the most strategic place for us to serve,the late people would have to walk farrrrrrrrr away to serve the tauke.. (it was really tiring) Moreover we have to be in a long queue to get the food (too many waiterss),and we were in outdoor place,we are sweating cats and dogs.
NO WATER for the waitress! We stole drank only some glass of chinese tea for those hours(quietly)..I forgot how much pail of water i've drank when i got home that night.
I've met some really pro waitress there,they took 3 plate of dishes directly with their two hands only. Till now i'm still wondering how they manage to put their first dishes on the table..kung fu?

yes they look just like this! just the plate are way bigger...

I can only manage to take two dishes..and the lighest kind,haha! Nearly let a fried tomato fish swim out of the plate too! But fortunately nothing happen^^ heheh..oh ya,do check your ''senduk'' or spoon or whatever for your soup if there were price tags on it! HAHAHAH!
this experience is really tiring...how much time have i mentioned this?To conclude, it is fun,heheh..

Injection!!

have to queue up for more than an hour until its my turn.

Went for hepatitis B injection on April fool.

I really thought it was a joke!

Well, i can confirm that college admin won't joke to their student...ouch.

(2 more jabs in the future...) 

i miss them :')

She is my Opek.

Not my pet,but my neighbor's.

She came to my house mostly for food,and also,to see me( its true!)

They called her 公主(princess),but i prefer calling her Opek(she recognise that name too)

she had been a 'leng loi' at my house area once..male dogsss waited outside her house!

and one day, she just pass away at her own house..my first dog that is not my pet,

a gentle dog^^ 

Next..

baby Ah lek.

This is my Ah Lek. She is a girl.(people might misunderstood her name for a boy)

She is not my pet on the first place too,her owner treated her Nicely that she needed to come my house and ask for food.After that,she made herself my pet x) 

l0vee her!

 mY mum named her chocolate.it was SO HARD to call a dog with that name,makes me bite my tongue.

So i called her ah lek instead.(SAME pronunciation with my friend's name duh)

She gave me 4 puppies..makes me headache every single days..

get nagged by mum to feed them -.-

adult Ah Lek and the rat.(click to view it clearer)

 however,she leaves me last year, after giving me the puppies...haih...

it would be nicer if you were here,with your puppies..

 :')

真不知道我自己在想什么

想找个地方，大大声地哭出来 

一个没有人的地方 

一个安静的地方

狠狠的

哭出委屈

哭出悲伤

哭到累了哑了傻了

才停下

R.I.P ..

last night when i was preparing to sleep,a message came,it was from norman,saying that Vaz whom i mentioned on the last post,had passed away..gosh! i can't really get to sleep after that.Not believing on the message (thought it was another rumour spreading),i message another friend for confirmation..it was true..so sudden. went to fb(not sleepy anymore)..well,fb was full of sad post(since last night to now)..all friends were sad of his sudden leaving..well,Vaz,rest in peace..you've surely taught us to appreciate our life and friends..may God bless you and you will be the most handsome angel in heaven..sorry that i couldn't attend your funeral..and to Vaz's family and friends,节哀顺变..

how does heaven look like?you will be happy there...right?

♂ l0v3 lif3 ♀

l0ve life. that's the two words that keep appeared in my mind these few days..heard a shocking news few days ago,a friend of mine from smkp,Vaz had fainted and was unconscious..from what i heard,his condition is kinda critical...his family,girlfriend,and friends were worried of him, they cried,his fb wall was full of ''Vaz! wake up!'',ya,Vaz,wake up! i'm sure you will be touched when you wake up and see your facebook wall spammed!i'm waiting for your new blog post too! all your friends were praying for you to get well soon..stay strong!

坚持下去！

open your eyes and you'll see the sunshine comin' in  through the window...

 i'm sure everyone cares more to their friends from now on,me too,not that we never care our friends but all of us has learned the real value of life,and the true meaning of friends..

n3v3r make me worried about you my friends..

meaningful picture? yeah it is..its friendship.

For those who read this post, stop a while and pray for him to wake up soon..his family and friends needed him.

Tears.

Somebody just doesn't know the correct method to talk huh?to talk in the appropriate way and not to make people sad or mad..well until now then i know i'm so weak,very weak that a sentence or some sentences could make me broke into tears.. urm, if you want to know what topic its about,its about the test i failed...keep meeting people recently and answering for this question''how's your result?''..okay...i Failed.of course i wouldn't drop my tears for this question..its my mum..i thought she was glad that i'm going for nursing,but she keep nagging at me today..keep comparing me with the others..''why don't you pass all your subject?like others?''..ouch it hurts. As if i wanted to fail? I'm real sad about this..i thought i could stop thinking about this failure and go on..i can't! I saw people posted that they have filled the choices to go university,i don't even have the chance to fill it and get selected!I saw people busy discussing what to choose when they want to go university,i have no reason to join the conversation,its not my business either..coz i'm going for nursing...at a private college..i know i'm being pessimistic..so what?for me, its kinda hard to tell somebody ''so,what are you choosing for your university?owh that's great,congrats!''..sorry but i cant,it makes me feel worst...thinking what a loser i am.

no offense..juz releasing my sadness,don't mind this crap.

scribble again~

its a boring Saturday today~wee2 is not going anywhere instead staying at home, online-ing, msn, facebook~oh ya,reading twilight-breaking dawn^^(borrowed from Yvonne)

went to register for my nursing course with Yvonne yesterday,my intake would be on the 7th of March,would it be too fast?will i regret?i have totally no idea if i really can manage to study this course..kinda scared..is this feeling normal?this time,i'm going to a new environment with nothing familiar,not even a friend(Yvonne went posting and will not be around...but i hope can make a new friend soon)...its time to be independent~need to go for a body check too,well I've not been for a body check since primary school time when i am real sick...hope the result for this check will be fine..(scared that there will be problem found on my nose or my head= =no joke!)(touch wood)

erm...well...to anyone who read this post..there is a new chatbox on your rightside..(with a moving pink ribbon)..i've created this so that people can say something about my blog or at least talk to me :p ...but it seems to have me writing there only~(talking to myself?)you are welcomed to write things in it so that i know someone is reading what i'm writing( as an encouragement) ^^ urm..anyone can write there,not only those who have a blogger account~ try it^^

your time spent on this little blog is most appreciated :)

♥ new blog theme!!^^

hehehe...look here look here!! blogger has such an easy template designer but we never know it!look at my pretty blog~*dreaming* hahahaha...spent hours on these...but mostly the time was used on finding back my effect! never know that after changing template then the effect will gone automatically~ thanks to Mozilla Firefox bookmarks!i found these things back^^

next,V♥lentine is coming real soon~♥ this monday? hahaha...and again,a single valentine~erm...never celebrated one too! hahaha...next year?hope so :p (repeated every last year.. XDDD) every valentine we will see teddy bears and flowersss arranged at the roadside waiting people to buy it,oh gosh i want that bear!!!ahahaha..(told that to my papa last year,he answered-->mai siao!(means don't be crazy)hahaha..but the prize is so ''cheap'',a stalk of flower cost rm10(info from Norman)..a stalk means 1 right?(start to pity the boys~)so...to my future boyfriend! just buy a teddy bear for me will do..hahahahaha...jk...but i want(mumbling).... :pppp

after valentine..something scary is coming~i just saw the post the day before yesterday~ STPM result for 2010 is coming this 21st of Feb!!!!!horrible isn't it?i am afraid that i will get heart attack~can i please don't go??oh my gosh...i know i wont get a good result for this but i still cant accept it...omg omg...for f6 student who had just started,if you think you cant manage to study all this,quit f6~ i meant it...(no offense) if not you will end up like me! a serious advice especially for the science stream student..^^

its 13feb tomorrow~ guess what day is this?
valentine eve?nop~






~yadnuS a s'ti