Slowly catching up (1)

I'm not well,physically and emotionally. I've been pretty sick in the past year,believe it or not,I've been coughing badly for more than a year! until recently i went to the chinese traditional doctor and drank those bitter black medicine and gets better. Had never trusted a chinese traditional doctor but yeah,the medicine works. Benadryl syrup lost. 

I've been gaining weight too,maybe due to too much steaks and fries and whatsoever.Getting fat makes me weak,I remember I went to Jangkar waterfall and nearly fainted on the way up the mountain. Seriously it was embarrassing, I do not have the stamina to  hike and was left behind walking slowly with the bus driver alone! those college people are really bad, will remember them forever,hrmph. Luckily my lecturer came later and gave me support to go up to the waterfall slowly,she is really good. <3

out of topic already ah,so,back to the topic,fat and low stamina. So I realised it a bit late and have not taken any initiative to change this until recently,more like months ago,I've started to cycling...on a cycling machine...because I don't know how to ride a bicycle(face palm). I did one hour of cycling everyday.. or maybe 5/7..lols.. but still it is an improvement right. not only trying to slim down but also for my own health.

These few days I've noticed an activity called Zumba,i heard it helps to lost weight effectively,the videos are interesting and i'm thinking to create a zumba club in the college,but first what i need is to get people into the club! let see if it will success ok? hehehe

okay i think that's all for the post,tata :)

Trip to Jong's crocodile farm.

Followed our FNAH tour with some other course mate. It was my second visit here ;)

Nice view inside the crocodile farm.

I didn't touch :D

My friend Lai,with a wall of crocodiles photos.

Baby crocs. dead and made into specimen.

Croc skull..many people throw money inside,i just don't know why.

Tail-less  croc.

Peacocks. 

Monkey.

Two monkeys.

Peacock just in front of me.

Pretty right?

Really big crocs. Don't play play ya.

wandering around. 

Nice view. A  lake or we should say a big pond of bloomed  water lily.

crocodile feeding show. They hung the meat up high and let them jump. 

Look just like a log.

A big one.

senget.

porcupines.

some mini forest. With deers,monkeys..etc inside. 

Monkey asking sweets from visitors.

Black bear. Not cute.

There are a lot more interesting animals here. Was unable to take a lot of photo due to limited battery life of my camera.haha. So if you wanna see more.. bopian lo,sendiri go ha :p

The unsolved mystery -That Wednesday.

That Wednesday 19/9,I woke up quite early to prepare for exam which I thought it will be held in the afternoon. Until my friend ana called..

ana : ''wee, test really morning meh?''

me: ''no lah,afternoon la..early morning don't gotcha me leh,HAHAHAHA!''

that time I thought she's trying to troll me and I act like I wasn't affected.. I still laugh so loud gok.

Me looking like this thinking I'm so clever.

..Some minutes later my instinct told me that something is not right, I decided to go my college's page to check the timetable again..

OH GOD..really oh god liao lor,read the time table again and again and the time was somehow changed to morning..how come I remember it as afternoon!!

It's 8.35a.m that time,and exam time is 9.00am!!! you know how it feels to be that nervous??I was trembling while pressing the phone button calling my dad,and he didn't answer my call!(enjoying his date with my mum probably) almost cried out though, then finally I heard dad's car sound outside..

Changed into my uniform with the fastest speed ever in my life and  gets into the car without waiting my dad to come out. Explain to them the situation on the way to college,and yeah,get scolded all the way to college too. 

Met some red traffic lights on the way,making me more anxious.(Just like in movies)

Manage to reach college at about some minutes after 9..I'm still allowed to enter the class though,they are distributing test papers that time,phew. My heart still beating very fast even when I'm doing my exams,spoil..

It turns out that my some of my close friends(including the one calling me) having the same problem as me,getting in exam class later than me,and I don't know what is the thing that cause us to see wrong time or what..and...specially only for our group...

I really don't understand.

The unsolved mystery.

Happy Nurses Day :)

六个月，终于结束了。（3/5/2012）

啊！！终于结束了两个学期的实习！！实习了六个月，就在今天！！我的最后一天啊..（虽然以后还有很多个实习等着我，可是就是很高兴终于可以回学校上课了～不用再看脸色过日子，哈哈）
今天下午很开心的去医院了，结果回来就累瘫了...最近有measles outbreak, 今天大家做工前都打了预防针(痛），也怕怕的，其实我早就该要有这个心理准备吧，医护人员不管什么情况下都要面对病人的，即使是传染病。（好伟大呢）
原以为今天最后一天可以轻轻松松的度过，结果今天却是整个星期以来最最最忙的一天，一直忙到七点多才吃晚餐..还遇上Fussy family，不用吃饭都饱了>3< 我知道不应该抱怨，可是好不甘心，竟然把错怪在学生身上，亏我还一直帮着你们（我腰都快断了！）...还埋怨这个埋怨那个，那干嘛还来这里嘛#￥%……&难道天气热能把它弄下雨吗？一直complain，自己带风扇啦，气！我更热。

就让它过去吧，
结束咯!
开学咯!
要好好享受我上课的日子,哈哈哈

sexy bunny~ tata!

I ruined it.. :(

feel really sad,ruined some stations while osce and it is some silly big mistake!!...now i can feel the feeling of failure again..tonight i must study everything!! if not i'm so gonna fail it,fml

OSCE time!

Its my first OSCE tomorrow! fyi OSCE stands for Objective Structured Clinical Examination,where we student nurses take it as a practical exam after finishing our clinical practice,sounds more like finals for clinical practice..and now i'm panicked,don't know which procedure to pick first for me to start my revision! tons of procedures,some procedure might sounds easy but when we do it in OSCE,all the steps must be followed strightly as there are marks for every steps. Not only that,we have 5 stations to go through,5 minutes for each stations and few CI s in the station,omg. I'm nervous,now this is hard...........okay i should go revise now,tata,wish me luck ;)

Just another lame week.

The week has been terribly KNS.

Firstly,I've been suggested for the election of FNAH representative to join the main campus's student council,therefore i had to compete with 8 other student from the faculty for the 2 space. Went for photo taking session for the poster,the DMLT student wore really smartly for it,me?super casual,aiks.The photo is really ugly,don't really dare to see it when it is out.  sigh.

Next its about my scholarship(the budget for my laptop),KNS.I haven't received any cent of it until now,went to the counter to ask for it,but they didn't really explain to me yet making me more blur. I went to talk to the cousellor and she helped me to ask the people in-charged.Finally i get to refund the money but the amount SHRANK.About RM800 lost and nobody can explain to me what happened! They said its the main campus's head accountant who counted it,and she didn't explain to me how the amount was counted...feel cheated larh. KNS. I personally think that the cheque will take years to come too. what a college.

Now back to my practical days again,case study finally finished and thanks to Alek who helped me to print it out at last minute,Jinki  ran out of toner when all people needs to print their case study.Panicked for the whole night,banyak kamsia to alek and gl who offered to help ^^

The worst news for the week,NO HOLIDAY FOR APRIL...i was actually looking forward for the practical to end next week. Suddenly the college tell us that we will continue our posting until the new semester starts.NOT EVEN A SEMESTER BREAK.WTF? feel disappointed to hear that,some of my friend cried because they were planning to go back to their hometown during the holidays..again,what a college. KNS.
 all my holiday plan..cancelled!! :( u say kns or not...

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Miracle happens :3

The result for the last final exam was out. I was expecting a B or minus for my pharmacology but then when i received the slip,3A! unbelievable. i wonder where those marks comes from...hrmph..a friend says i m a liar,saying not confident but when the result out is an A..speechless,really no confidence ba :(
however, i feel relieved ,after the test i feel regret because i m doing all the last minute things,i prayed hard so that i ll not get a disappointing result.Well my wish came true,and i promise i will not study last minute anymore. Will try my best to maintain my record :) Need more luck ;)

1st post of March 2012

wakaka,finally my first case study is submitted today..typed how many words,sacrificed how many sleep,and how many car fuel!! all of this only for that 10marks thingy,so bohua loh.  Later when i thought its time to start my holiday mood,assessment come, i have to be assessed by CI on wound dressing tomorrow! So many steps to be remembered,i had bought a disposable dressing set today at the pharmacy to practice it with my pillow,heeh. nervous eh, wish me luck k?

snapped this recently, nerdy look with my spec XD love the edited feel.

something i've done.

have started my posting again this week,starting my cpII, mostly helping patients with a lot of wound,will never forget my first experience cleaning one,so so so different from what I've done in red crescent duty in secondary school before.its a gangrene on a diabetic patient's toe, and i actually have to wash my hand for 5 times throughout the procedure(so that the wound will not be contaminated)!Even though i wore a mask during the procedure, i still can imagine how gangrene smells like now,lol..i really learned a lot these two days.Besides that i had also tried in inserting fleet enema to patient!hihi..never know this method is so effective until i saw the feces came out almost immediately! wow

erm..slowly getting used to the hospital setting,starting to make myself enjoying this field,when i have nothing to do,i'll go and talk to the patients or just simply explore the ward. When talking to patients,its like making new friends and i'll have my spare time filled with talking, i even get to go out to the hospimart to help my patient to buy his biscuit,its like taking a mini break for shopping,hehe. Other than that i enjoyed watching people, 'watching'Doctors too,tons of cutie in the ward(aiks). So i don't feel boring at all for these few days,it a bit... fun. Not feeling tired anymore,no backache or what, i think i'm used to the condition now,nice right?   :)

我还在过年啦！考什么书嘛

想到就气，竟然开学就FINAL！是不是很讨厌！！竟然说过年的那个星期就是STUDY WEEK！什么原因都来，显。元宵节都还没到咯，压力爆表啊～ 每个人以为我很厉害这样，一直信息问我考试的东西，apuh!我的书还没开啊～～～～弄得我整个过年紧张兮兮的。

gonna wash my brain with this!

 星期三开始FINAL，我今天才来学，佛脚抱到很临时咯，学书也不能专心，一下想东一下想西。。分心chin..再说最近又有新的东西烦着，弄到我很乱咯。。哎哟。。》》想拿花瓣来拔，是喜欢，不喜欢，喜欢，不喜欢？不懂，也不想现在想，可是一直会分心到那里去。。aiks

怎么办。。。。。。

华人新年嘛，用华语咯！来说说做工的事～

哈哈，好久没用华语更新了，今天就换换一下taste~ 最近还是一样忙着实习，尝试了很多不一样的procedure,该看的都看了，不该看的也当然顺便看了，呵呵呵～蛮辛苦的工作，不过最近因听到病人家属告诉我说病人很喜欢我的时候，什么辛苦都值得了～还听到家属告诉来探望的人说：‘XX college 的护士都很好哦～每个都笑笑的，不会骂人。。’ 听了好高兴啊！重要的是， 还有apek 病人说我很可爱呢～哈哈哈哈哈。。

在医院实习的几个月，看到了各种个样的人，制服也很多，什么颜色都有咯。。我们实习小咖最怕就是浅蓝色跟深蓝色的。。所谓的‘姐姐’们 啊。。能躲多远就躲多远！这也不是没有原因的啦，常听说姐姐们很喜欢找碴，而目标就是我们这些私人学院的小小咖。。他们有着‘对的也能掰成错’的能力喔！强大啊。。本人就遇过一次了咯，被念了几句，结果那是医生大人弄的。。那姐姐还能掰成是‘知道不是你做的，我是在教你’。。囧咯，姐姐教人还真是认真啊，整个病房无处听不到咯..SO GENG!所以下次还是敬而远之啦！

这次实习就换了几个环境，有癌症的，老人的，还有一天是在骨头的～都是不同种类的病人喔。。个人有个人的烦恼。。然后嘞，不一样的环境会有有不同的医生，看到了好多帅哥医生（这才是重点咯）。。个个高高帅帅又斯文的。。不过都不睬我们这些小小咖的。。女医生也好多漂亮的lo，一个一个这样smart,后悔不好好读书呀！呵呵

还有什么ho,ERM..我们出来实习通常都会有一个老师带领，不一样的环境有不一样的老师咯，有些老师很善良，随随便便就让人通过测试，有些就很鸟鸡啦，一个东西要做了好几百遍才可以通过，虽然是有好处的说，多学多做嘛。 我这次的老师就是鸟鸡一族的啦，做惨了，都变专业了，哈哈哈！还有朋友在我面前炫耀他满分loh，你也帮帮忙，那个老师善良mah~ :p lalala

吃饭咯！！

嗯。。懒惰写了，吃饭去，掰掰！

The first sigh in 2012.

Hey... happy 2012 ya , a bit lazy to talk about new year resolutions today, another day perhaps XD come we talk about my FOC WORK. I've started my posting again today, its a total MESS !
So I'm now having my practical in the geriatric ward,basically dealing with old folks and their diseases. It is way too hard compared to the last ward I've been to last month which is the RTU ward. Maybe it was just my own feeling because i have not adapted to the ward situation yet, but the ward I'm practical-ing now is not as peace as the RTU ward, furthermore today I'm in a blur + holiday blue*state, did a big mistakes which scared me to death too,they said i looked panicked, DUH I REALLY AM.
Besides that , i managed to pull out an intravenous cannula too (wow for a rookie student nurse), oh yeah and i climbed to the 9th floor without the use of lift too (wow for a fatty). ** when i arrived the 9th floor my leg were like jelly~ i feel shaky,ha-ha!* yes I'll do it again tomorrow but not the mistakes!! Must improve it tomorrow! not gonna let people look down at me!!hrpmh!

a pic we took during 2012 eve,countdown-ing at Friendship garden! May Dapao friendship never sinks!

Principal's Award XD

Recently I received the principal award for my last final's result,proud to be one of them,the most important value of the award is the 50% discount for my next sem's fee! haha..will use the money to buy myself a laptop XD

Orientation before my first clinical posting.

before i start the story , i would like to say something, its a bad feeling when people ignore your comment on their blog post, hrmph, its not fun being nice,fed up, so I've decided not to comment in that blog anymore! >:(

back to the topic,the orientation was about strengthening our basic nursing skills before we're send out to the hospitals for our practical.The orientation took about 5 days.

1st day - we did ice-breaking, introducing ourselves in front everyone, including why did we choose nursing as our career..blabla, the Clinical instructor (CI) did the same too, well, one of the CI had a same reason with me, and she managed to continue the career to a higher level! feels glad to hear it XD giving me more motivation~

2nd day -the CIs gave punishment to those who were late,dancing poco poco with a song named mr saxobeat whatsoever,so funny! after that the real practice came,all of us were divided into a few group and was sent to different station to learn different skills from the seniors. We did blood preassure,temperature,pulse,respiration rate (TPR),then learns about bed-making, perineum care( played with fake penis and fake vagina LOL),we also learned about handwashing and measuring height and weight.
 comment-- not really fun,my group members that day were the quiet quiet type..BORING,no fun lah.

3rd day- We were asked to bring pail,dipper,soap,shampoo,towel..as if we're going to camp! All of us wore loose tshirts and long pants,many students form other course look us with weird looks,kinda siasoi,haha!the aim of us bringing all these is to learn how to give bed bath to patients,do hair wash for them...then we were divided into a different group again,this time the group members are really fun!!Got 'ngam key' la,haha! we did bed bath and hair washing to each other, having people washing my hair~~ so relaxing,it was just like in a saloon and its makes me so sleepy!

4th day - CI talked about rules in hospital,bla blaa...and some some gossipS...and i think i forgot to mention this,the CIs are mean people,their mouth...aduh,make me speechless.We learned how to walk properly -.-'' (cat walking one by one),after lunch we practiced everything we've learn in the second day,and finally I managed to listen to blood pressure!!really really hard!*confidence level up a bit*

5th day- Some seniors from the psychiatric ward came, we listened to their stories about their first posting experience when they were sent to the ward, and also their experience of getting scolded by the CI (get stressed after listening to how mean the CI was,its real!)..then we did group performance(by batches) to end the orientation, prepared for only 15 minutes i think, we did chicken dance!!i think its the craziest performance among all XD who would ever think to do chicken dance in front of the CIs? haha! some groups even performed poco poco and their traditional dance, i saw aerobic exercise too XD so, my batch is the best!! We then listened to some senior's clinical posting's presentation...BORING. i actually asked a question that my senior can't answer,felt paiseh though,sorry neh,it's the CI who tell me to ask question XP blame her! haha!

so thats the story of my whole orientation week XD  gonna start my clinical posting next week,gambateneh!!!! hope i will not shoot by the CI, allergies to CI :(

bad bad brain :(

aiyakkkkkkkkkkkk the aim kiu ei and ell jay aim people come to my college today to assess bah...the college look so nice today; the toilet so clean,the class so tidy, the office got books,the lab got fast line..but i believe it last only for this 3 days lar. And for their assessment, I've been selected to participate in their interview session with two other mates as year one representative..three of us didn't prepare anything, we planned to answer them spontaneously,mana tahu they asked about our previous study thingy..omg...blank! i did answer a few points for my question, but I've forgotten 75.99999 % of it... it ends up like this,
ell jay aim people says : go back must revise again ya, must remember ^&*...bla bla

so fail

hope it wouldn't affect the assessment much >< even though the college is not really good, but i still duwan the course to be stopped lar, I've wasted a lot of time already and i don't wish to restart it anywhere anymore..pray pray lah please be accredited..
besides this, things has not been smooth for today, before this interview session, i ate waffle for lunch and the CHOCOLATE drop on my uniform! my gosh i quickly throw the waffle(no mood eat liao) and rush back to college's toilet,ngei2 clean it..stand in front of the sink for half an hour i think,trying to clean the big brown spot! see lar soi or not???!

my complains :(

I'm so sleepy!! didn't sleep well in the past few nights,rushing my assignments...completed one yesterday,two more to go..i guess tonight will be another tiring night,sigh
can't concentrate in class this few days,i drank coffee to make myself awake but still my brain is sleeping,feeling blank,can't absorb much from the lecturer,hrm..talking about coffee,i think i had drank the most coffee in this two weeks,and now i think it has lost it's effect, i still feel sleepy though (now too,but too much things to do,can't go sleep)
Midterm result had released,get 23/30 for pharmacology,i guess its the hardest(lowest score)subject I've ever studied for nursing course now..and Mdm.Carol said she is very disappointed for that,Sorry :( but its really difficult to memorize all the medicines...my bad bad brain.

Another really bad news, the college examination unit changed the paper format for our final exam,and i find it harder than my ex stpm format :(

lets compare:

• New final exam format : 50 multiple choices, write 5 essays out of 6.(wth??)--its in 3 hour,i don't think the time is enough for me :(

• Stpm biology format : 50 multiple choices(1 3/4 hours) ,write 4 essays out of 6(2 1/2 hours)!

hey i thought my teacher told me last time that stpm is the hardest among all?? gosh


sigh no more energy to write more,have to continue assignments liao,tata

now i look just like this

A ''surprise'' birthday celebration XD

My birthday is coming soon,in about 7 or 8 days i guess,a bit too early for a celebration lar,haha.. but i really wanna give a big thanks to my classmates who remembers my birthday without referring to facebook notification,haha! :D so here's the story..

Photo time~

me in uniform^^ nice?

me and my organs...liver,stomach and intestine~ hihi!!

donated some organs to mr skeleton..his jaw haven't recovered though.

thats all^^ tata XDD