9 th Sept.

It has been a while since my last post,and even the last post didn't consist of more that 30 words,lol.

FIY,the past few month has been miserable for me,not everyday but overall really ''memekchekkan''. Most

of the pekchek things comes from my clinical practice,not that i hate going to work but it's the clinical

instructor who makes me feel don't want to go to the hospital. There were this few days where I really feel

like skipping it. There were also times when I nearly drop my tears because of them.It's frustrating. It's just

like primary school time when we were afraid of strict teacher and we don't wanna go to school,more or less

like that lo,hate it.

Felt relieved that clinical practice 3 has come to an end, its my revision week now and final exam is coming

after this week,haven't started any revision yet (as usual),hope i won't do last minute work again.

Revision week also means holidays la,was hoping to hang out with friends this week to relieved the clotted

stress.. but at the same time realized that it gets harder to gather now as everyone is busying with their own

things,I might as well fast fast find a thing to busy with,haiz ( >.> totally ignore the final exam)

六个月，终于结束了。（3/5/2012）

啊！！终于结束了两个学期的实习！！实习了六个月，就在今天！！我的最后一天啊..（虽然以后还有很多个实习等着我，可是就是很高兴终于可以回学校上课了～不用再看脸色过日子，哈哈）
今天下午很开心的去医院了，结果回来就累瘫了...最近有measles outbreak, 今天大家做工前都打了预防针(痛），也怕怕的，其实我早就该要有这个心理准备吧，医护人员不管什么情况下都要面对病人的，即使是传染病。（好伟大呢）
原以为今天最后一天可以轻轻松松的度过，结果今天却是整个星期以来最最最忙的一天，一直忙到七点多才吃晚餐..还遇上Fussy family，不用吃饭都饱了>3< 我知道不应该抱怨，可是好不甘心，竟然把错怪在学生身上，亏我还一直帮着你们（我腰都快断了！）...还埋怨这个埋怨那个，那干嘛还来这里嘛#￥%……&难道天气热能把它弄下雨吗？一直complain，自己带风扇啦，气！我更热。

就让它过去吧，
结束咯!
开学咯!
要好好享受我上课的日子,哈哈哈

sexy bunny~ tata!

I ruined it.. :(

feel really sad,ruined some stations while osce and it is some silly big mistake!!...now i can feel the feeling of failure again..tonight i must study everything!! if not i'm so gonna fail it,fml

OSCE time!

Its my first OSCE tomorrow! fyi OSCE stands for Objective Structured Clinical Examination,where we student nurses take it as a practical exam after finishing our clinical practice,sounds more like finals for clinical practice..and now i'm panicked,don't know which procedure to pick first for me to start my revision! tons of procedures,some procedure might sounds easy but when we do it in OSCE,all the steps must be followed strightly as there are marks for every steps. Not only that,we have 5 stations to go through,5 minutes for each stations and few CI s in the station,omg. I'm nervous,now this is hard...........okay i should go revise now,tata,wish me luck ;)

Just another lame week.

The week has been terribly KNS.

Firstly,I've been suggested for the election of FNAH representative to join the main campus's student council,therefore i had to compete with 8 other student from the faculty for the 2 space. Went for photo taking session for the poster,the DMLT student wore really smartly for it,me?super casual,aiks.The photo is really ugly,don't really dare to see it when it is out.  sigh.

Next its about my scholarship(the budget for my laptop),KNS.I haven't received any cent of it until now,went to the counter to ask for it,but they didn't really explain to me yet making me more blur. I went to talk to the cousellor and she helped me to ask the people in-charged.Finally i get to refund the money but the amount SHRANK.About RM800 lost and nobody can explain to me what happened! They said its the main campus's head accountant who counted it,and she didn't explain to me how the amount was counted...feel cheated larh. KNS. I personally think that the cheque will take years to come too. what a college.

Now back to my practical days again,case study finally finished and thanks to Alek who helped me to print it out at last minute,Jinki  ran out of toner when all people needs to print their case study.Panicked for the whole night,banyak kamsia to alek and gl who offered to help ^^

The worst news for the week,NO HOLIDAY FOR APRIL...i was actually looking forward for the practical to end next week. Suddenly the college tell us that we will continue our posting until the new semester starts.NOT EVEN A SEMESTER BREAK.WTF? feel disappointed to hear that,some of my friend cried because they were planning to go back to their hometown during the holidays..again,what a college. KNS.
 all my holiday plan..cancelled!! :( u say kns or not...

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The moment.

Hey guys,i come to blog about my posting experience again,still remember the thermometer CI?(go search the older post for her story!) and yeah this week we are under her again. Nothing is good,as usual. A lot of LECTURE and super nagging skill from her,currently trying to get use of it. However, she learned a new skill today,i personally thinks that she watched the movie 'you are the apple of my eyes'.But it is quite impossible la since she don't understand mandarin,who knows right.
So the story starts like this.
Today as usual  we did our job and was busy charting,recording and doing other stuff. Suddenly don't know what wind makes her gather us up and the first sentence she said was
''take out your scissors i want to see''
So lucky lah i lost mine on Monday and has not buy a new one.And i'm the only one who did not have one.
''u go stand outside the ward''
so i was punished to stand outside the ward.At the main entrance.People walk by,patients sees me,and my cute doctor walk pass....!!(that's the main point)the moment when he sees me punished like that...aiyo,impression spoiled liao loh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How to describe that feeling hor,embarrassed?not really,its abit like

FXXXXXXXXXXXXwhere you learn that from!!and why so cunnnnnnn

Fortunately,about 10 or 20 minutes later my friends came to join me,hahaha!(They forgot their pain score ruler)>> I'm not alone~ 7 or us standing in line at the main entrance. The scene looks familiar.

the only different is we're all student nurses standing in front of the ward.free pose of course.

However,I realized my friends joining me doesn't makes the condition better,we attract more views. that's bad.
We stood for about an hours i guess,not really long for us as we're busy chatting and complaining,hahah!
thats all lar,i just wanna emphasize on 'the moment' only.
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story of thermometer.

Few days ago, i broke my CI's thermometer. she was like 

'why you so careless!!i've use this thermometer for 10year plus you know??'

okay that makes me feel really sorry,and since the rule says we have to replace back with a new one,i replaced two instead in the next day.

on the next day(18/2),i brought the thermometers and replaced it,everything went smooth until today,she suddenly came and find for me asking if i had replaced the thermometer, i said yes and my senior took my 'replaced thermometer' out  to show her too,then she went  

'why you no tell me you replaced it?you know your attitude like this is not responsible you know?you must tell me....blah blah'

wow,a lecture for not telling her i replaced the thermometer?yet we already used it for 1 day??if i didn't replace that where do these thermometers come from??what the..

i can only say sorry there,nothing else i can do,no point to argue back,but i really feel..

what for you scold me in front of other people only for this small matter?really unreasonable,feel really upset,don't why suddenly got scolded.Ruined my mood for the whole shift! 

After that i think she got carried away by her feelings,she gave me low marks for my report! Didn't even comment on my report!argh! at least tell me whats my mistakes lah!!kns people

华人新年嘛，用华语咯！来说说做工的事～

哈哈，好久没用华语更新了，今天就换换一下taste~ 最近还是一样忙着实习，尝试了很多不一样的procedure,该看的都看了，不该看的也当然顺便看了，呵呵呵～蛮辛苦的工作，不过最近因听到病人家属告诉我说病人很喜欢我的时候，什么辛苦都值得了～还听到家属告诉来探望的人说：‘XX college 的护士都很好哦～每个都笑笑的，不会骂人。。’ 听了好高兴啊！重要的是， 还有apek 病人说我很可爱呢～哈哈哈哈哈。。

在医院实习的几个月，看到了各种个样的人，制服也很多，什么颜色都有咯。。我们实习小咖最怕就是浅蓝色跟深蓝色的。。所谓的‘姐姐’们 啊。。能躲多远就躲多远！这也不是没有原因的啦，常听说姐姐们很喜欢找碴，而目标就是我们这些私人学院的小小咖。。他们有着‘对的也能掰成错’的能力喔！强大啊。。本人就遇过一次了咯，被念了几句，结果那是医生大人弄的。。那姐姐还能掰成是‘知道不是你做的，我是在教你’。。囧咯，姐姐教人还真是认真啊，整个病房无处听不到咯..SO GENG!所以下次还是敬而远之啦！

这次实习就换了几个环境，有癌症的，老人的，还有一天是在骨头的～都是不同种类的病人喔。。个人有个人的烦恼。。然后嘞，不一样的环境会有有不同的医生，看到了好多帅哥医生（这才是重点咯）。。个个高高帅帅又斯文的。。不过都不睬我们这些小小咖的。。女医生也好多漂亮的lo，一个一个这样smart,后悔不好好读书呀！呵呵

还有什么ho,ERM..我们出来实习通常都会有一个老师带领，不一样的环境有不一样的老师咯，有些老师很善良，随随便便就让人通过测试，有些就很鸟鸡啦，一个东西要做了好几百遍才可以通过，虽然是有好处的说，多学多做嘛。 我这次的老师就是鸟鸡一族的啦，做惨了，都变专业了，哈哈哈！还有朋友在我面前炫耀他满分loh，你也帮帮忙，那个老师善良mah~ :p lalala

吃饭咯！！

嗯。。懒惰写了，吃饭去，掰掰！

The first sigh in 2012.

Hey... happy 2012 ya , a bit lazy to talk about new year resolutions today, another day perhaps XD come we talk about my FOC WORK. I've started my posting again today, its a total MESS !
So I'm now having my practical in the geriatric ward,basically dealing with old folks and their diseases. It is way too hard compared to the last ward I've been to last month which is the RTU ward. Maybe it was just my own feeling because i have not adapted to the ward situation yet, but the ward I'm practical-ing now is not as peace as the RTU ward, furthermore today I'm in a blur + holiday blue*state, did a big mistakes which scared me to death too,they said i looked panicked, DUH I REALLY AM.
Besides that , i managed to pull out an intravenous cannula too (wow for a rookie student nurse), oh yeah and i climbed to the 9th floor without the use of lift too (wow for a fatty). ** when i arrived the 9th floor my leg were like jelly~ i feel shaky,ha-ha!* yes I'll do it again tomorrow but not the mistakes!! Must improve it tomorrow! not gonna let people look down at me!!hrpmh!

a pic we took during 2012 eve,countdown-ing at Friendship garden! May Dapao friendship never sinks!