weekend report :)

having fun during the weekend :D
sat--went to k11 with neo kw n ck! 4 person sing dao song!! played for almost whole day hahaha xD
sun--went bsb with neo and the boys~ met 'somebody'..totally not planned LOL (too bad no sparks or whatsoever,just awkward :x but i m glad that i can met him b4 he is off to west msia.. ) :p then we went for mcd & shopping~ wootz! fully packed weekend,how i wish every weekend in the future will be like this too :)
&
raya is coming soon!! tomorrow lah i think,the tv will confirm it tonight :) curry~satay~lemang~rendang~cakes cakessss~ GREEN PACKET~woohoo cant wait^^
my mum had made me a baju kurung and it is blue! she is so pro!will upload the photo if i take any tomorrow~hiak hiak

 

DEDICATE THIS SONG TO ALL MY FRIENDS :)

so i would like to wish all my muslim friends a happy raya~ maaf zahir and batin ^^ 

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AILDILFITRI!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Hi, Mommy.


I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few
weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I
will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me
your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we
have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to
be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't
wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was
perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I
will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I
know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about
me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that
you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called
wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand
yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did
something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and
your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad
for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It
doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after,
and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I
do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I
don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,
and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most
beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm
happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait
and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will
make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your
hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love
you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting
funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't
know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry,
Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to
protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good
person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want
us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or
touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I
still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when
you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug
me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do
that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going
somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell
you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.
 
Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It
feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They
told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you
get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why
don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want
to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care
about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say
you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and
see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I
want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did
something wrong. I love you!
 
I love you, Mommy.


Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

feel like crying :'(

 

要加油 :)

還記得嗎　窗外那被月光染亮的海洋
你還記得嗎　是愛讓彼此把夜點亮
為何後來我們　用沉默取代依賴
曾經朗朗星空　漸漸陰霾　嗯～

心碎離開　轉身回到最初荒涼裡等待
為了寂寞　是否找個人填心中空白
我們變成了世上　最熟悉的　陌生人
今後各自曲折～　各自悲哀～

只怪我們愛得那麼洶湧　愛得　那麼深
於是夢醒了擱淺了沉默了揮手了　卻回不了神

如果當初在交會時能忍住了　激動　的靈魂
也許今夜我不會讓自己在思念裡　沉淪

我們變成了世上　最熟悉的　陌生人
今後各自曲折～　各自悲哀～

只怪　我們愛得那麼洶湧　愛得　那麼深
於是夢醒了擱淺了沉默了揮手了　卻回不了神
如果當初在交會時　能忍住了　激動　的靈魂
也許今夜我不會讓自己在思念裡　沉淪

也許今夜我不會讓　自己在思念裡　沉淪～

Unknown~ whats that??

 Recently something ''cool'' is spreading over my facebook homepage,so i tried the steps.

1.Turn on Google Maps (maps.google.com)
2. Search for 47.110579,9.227568
3. Find the green arrow, then click Street View
4. Look up 2x and look left 2x. Spot something in the sky....


OMG,it freaked me out a bit,hahaha...never thought something like this will appear though

its a bird! its plane! no...its i dunno~~

view from other angle...same?

zoomed in.

wowww...i wonder what is it,the shape look like 2 people on the sky..god?
however,my friend said maybe that is only some dirt on the camera lense..bird poo?sounds reasonable for me...from the pink color,the bird might be having a menstrual period at that time..

what do you think?

Photo time~

me in uniform^^ nice?

me and my organs...liver,stomach and intestine~ hihi!!

donated some organs to mr skeleton..his jaw haven't recovered though.

thats all^^ tata XDD